Changed my song to Burial Applicant, by the GazettE because I'm currently addicted to it after I read the lyrics translation on gazette_lyrics. And the PV is very...dark with a lot of inspiration as well.

Anyway, I'm finally updating my blog! OAO
ZOMGWTFBBQTHEYAYNESS. YT has found some really good FFVII fikkus that are SO WORTH reading if you are a FFVII fan.
Nah, it doesn't have yaoi in it. But it's still so hilarious. xD

Dad's getting a new shelf for me and I just emptied the contents of my current one.
GOSH WAS IT DUSTY.
I'm sneezing madly right now, and thankfully, it's the dust and not a cold.
I wonder how the shelf would look like, my parents said that it was kinda huge, well, I hope I can fit everything I have inside. =A=
Hopefully I can sneak in a few magazines too...

Have to memorize the steps to Caramelldansen from the video. I told my parents about how rush it would be if they waited for my results so that they can decide on whether or not I can order my costume.
Elysium takes orders by batches. One month, one batch. So say I get my results 1 week after my last paper, it'd be 15th of October. And say, 20th of October is their last call for orders, it'd be VERY rush especially since I have to measure and all that.
I argued with them, to let me order first but they told me to just study, take the exams, do my best and they'll see what to do.
Guess I have to just prove to them that I'm studying real hard.
Maybe that may allow them to let me order the costume. 8D I'm still wondering where I should get the wig from though. Elysium or Haru...
Then I still have to get material for me to make my LOVELESS book and the sword. Anyone knows where to get styrene? x_x;;

Nothing much to post now, so I shall leave you with the lyrics of Burial Applicant. Kanji, romanji and English translation. ;3

Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
救えないと嘆くなら　死さえ見ただろう？
その呼吸のざらつきは　偽演ととれないか？
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
sukuenai to nageku nara shisae mita darou?
sono kokyuu no zaratsuki wa gi en to torenai ka?
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
Maybe…would you be sad you couldn’t save me if you were to see me die?
Should I consider your difficulty breathing all just a lie, an act?


降るしくきる「軋む音」に震えが止まぬ
脳で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を
furushiku kiru “kishimu ne” ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsudzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo
“Creaking sounds” rain down all around me, my trembling is unceasing
My brain keeps trying to comprehend the pain of this isolation

Die for me [for me]…, you can’t save it
Is it wrong?　答えてみせて
ほらゆらゆらゆら　とその目揺らして
流す涙に嘘は無いと
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
最後に残るのは　焼け爛れて腐り果てた記録と
子も救えぬ残骸
Die for me [for me]…, you can’t save it
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yurayura yura to sono me yurashite
nagasu namida ni uso wa nai to
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
saigo ni nokoru no wa yake tadarete kusarihateta kiroku to
ko mo sukuenu zangai
Die for me [for me]…, you can’t save it
Is it wrong? Show me the answer
Look at me - slowly swaying from side to side your eyes follow me as I swing
Those tears that fall can’t be a lie
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
At the end, all that’s left is a record of festering despair
And a child who wasn’t rescued from the wreckage

取り乱す被写体の影　憎悪と恐怖は叫び合って
剥がれ落ちた愛情に　何故この体まで朽ち果てる
[果てる・・・]
赤く笑う闇の中で　息を吐く度に零れた
救いようの無い言葉は　その「憎悪」とよく似ている
torimidasu hishatai no kage zouo to kyoufu wa sakebi atte
hagare ochi ta aijou ni naze kono karada made kuchihateru
[hateru…]
akaku warau yami no naka de ikiwotsuku tanbini koboreta
sukuiyounonai kotoba wa sono “zouo” to yoku niteiru
Scattering the figure’s shadow Hatred and terror merged in a scream
In the end, affection is stripped away why must my body rot away as well?
[I die1…]
Every time I pause for breath, the darkness overflows with scarlet laughter
These hopeless words often seem a lot like “hatred”

降りしきる「軋む音」に震えが止まぬ
脳で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を
furishikiru “kishimu ne” ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsudzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo
“Creaking sounds” rain down all around me, my trembling is unceasing
My brain keeps trying to comprehend the pain of this isolation

Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
産声と悲鳴知る耳に　願いよ届け深き底へ
どうかどうかかその潤む目に　映り込まぬように沈めて
深く・・・　二度とこの身に触れぬよう
そして笑うその歪な思いでも
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
ubugoe to himei shiru mimi ni negai yo todoke fukeki sokoe
douka douka ka sono urumu me ni utsurikomanu youni shizumete
fukaku… nidoto kono mi ni furenu you
soshite warau sono ibitsu na omoi demo
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
Let my prayers reach the depths of an ear that understands a baby’s cries and screams
Somehow, somehow though nothing is reflected there, you were able to sink into my wet eyes
Deeply… This corpse will never feel anything again
Except the sensation of your perverse ridicule

Forget me [me]…, you can’t save it.
Is it wrong?　答えてみせて
ほらゆらゆらゆらとその目揺らして　流す涙が全て嘘と
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
最後の置き去りは　焼け爛れて腐り果てた記憶と
子も愛せぬ揺篭
Forget me [me]…, you can’t save it.
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yurayura yura to sono me yurashite nagasu namida ga subete uso to
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
saigo no okizari wa yake tadarete kusarihateta kioku to
ko mo aisenu yurikago
Forget me [me]…, you can’t save it.
Is it wrong? Show me the answer
Look at me - slowly swaying from side to side the tears you shed are nothing but lies
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
All that’s left behind at the end of it all is a memory of festering despair and corruption
And a cradle with an unloved child

Credits: gazette_lyrics

UBER LATE Tag replies

Melissa: O: LOL don't talk to me about Hana Yori Dango. xD I know NOTHING about it except the storyline. andidon'tfindanyonecute*shot* And yes, Fuzzy was cosplaying someone from AIR, she told me. :x

MJ: Why, thank you. And yes, I think you'd faint in the cinema and I'll have to carry you out of the theatre. *sigh* ( / _ \ ) But then again, if there was a movie featuring Reirei, the same thing would probably happen to me. O:

Manman: O: They are? No wonder I thought they looked similar. x.x;; Fine fine, once-in-an-epic experience. O:

Carissa: Well yah. You can't really find good GazettE cosplayers. D: Even those international one. Though I've seen a few good ones. ...Very few. D:

PF: Yep, the Macbeth syndrome has invaded PF's mind! ZOMG. D:

TakoSENPAI: D: -squishes Tako-senpai- Don't abuse Miyavi. D8

Veron: D: You can go for EOY's cosplay event! 8D It's on the 13th of December, after your 'O's. :3

Kookies-SAMA: LOL yah, the Lavi one was good. :3

Ratias-chan: O: Oh, Vocaloid. Is it nice? O:

Pikkus for Cosplay Matsuri, I will upload them on a later date, although I have them now, heh. *shot*

Labels: cosplay, random, the GazettE

Changed my song to Burial Applicant, by the GazettE because I'm currently addicted to it after I read the lyrics translation on gazette_lyrics. And the PV is very...dark with a lot of inspiration as well.

Anyway, I'm finally updating my blog! OAO
ZOMGWTFBBQTHEYAYNESS. YT has found some really good FFVII fikkus that are SO WORTH reading if you are a FFVII fan.
Nah, it doesn't have yaoi in it. But it's still so hilarious. xD

Dad's getting a new shelf for me and I just emptied the contents of my current one.
GOSH WAS IT DUSTY.
I'm sneezing madly right now, and thankfully, it's the dust and not a cold.
I wonder how the shelf would look like, my parents said that it was kinda huge, well, I hope I can fit everything I have inside. =A=
Hopefully I can sneak in a few magazines too...

Have to memorize the steps to Caramelldansen from the video. I told my parents about how rush it would be if they waited for my results so that they can decide on whether or not I can order my costume.
Elysium takes orders by batches. One month, one batch. So say I get my results 1 week after my last paper, it'd be 15th of October. And say, 20th of October is their last call for orders, it'd be VERY rush especially since I have to measure and all that.
I argued with them, to let me order first but they told me to just study, take the exams, do my best and they'll see what to do.
Guess I have to just prove to them that I'm studying real hard.
Maybe that may allow them to let me order the costume. 8D I'm still wondering where I should get the wig from though. Elysium or Haru...
Then I still have to get material for me to make my LOVELESS book and the sword. Anyone knows where to get styrene? x_x;;

Nothing much to post now, so I shall leave you with the lyrics of Burial Applicant. Kanji, romanji and English translation. ;3

Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
救えないと嘆くなら　死さえ見ただろう？
その呼吸のざらつきは　偽演ととれないか？
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
sukuenai to nageku nara shisae mita darou?
sono kokyuu no zaratsuki wa gi en to torenai ka?
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
Maybe…would you be sad you couldn’t save me if you were to see me die?
Should I consider your difficulty breathing all just a lie, an act?


降るしくきる「軋む音」に震えが止まぬ
脳で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を
furushiku kiru “kishimu ne” ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsudzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo
“Creaking sounds” rain down all around me, my trembling is unceasing
My brain keeps trying to comprehend the pain of this isolation

Die for me [for me]…, you can’t save it
Is it wrong?　答えてみせて
ほらゆらゆらゆら　とその目揺らして
流す涙に嘘は無いと
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
最後に残るのは　焼け爛れて腐り果てた記録と
子も救えぬ残骸
Die for me [for me]…, you can’t save it
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yurayura yura to sono me yurashite
nagasu namida ni uso wa nai to
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
saigo ni nokoru no wa yake tadarete kusarihateta kiroku to
ko mo sukuenu zangai
Die for me [for me]…, you can’t save it
Is it wrong? Show me the answer
Look at me - slowly swaying from side to side your eyes follow me as I swing
Those tears that fall can’t be a lie
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
At the end, all that’s left is a record of festering despair
And a child who wasn’t rescued from the wreckage

取り乱す被写体の影　憎悪と恐怖は叫び合って
剥がれ落ちた愛情に　何故この体まで朽ち果てる
[果てる・・・]
赤く笑う闇の中で　息を吐く度に零れた
救いようの無い言葉は　その「憎悪」とよく似ている
torimidasu hishatai no kage zouo to kyoufu wa sakebi atte
hagare ochi ta aijou ni naze kono karada made kuchihateru
[hateru…]
akaku warau yami no naka de ikiwotsuku tanbini koboreta
sukuiyounonai kotoba wa sono “zouo” to yoku niteiru
Scattering the figure’s shadow Hatred and terror merged in a scream
In the end, affection is stripped away why must my body rot away as well?
[I die1…]
Every time I pause for breath, the darkness overflows with scarlet laughter
These hopeless words often seem a lot like “hatred”

降りしきる「軋む音」に震えが止まぬ
脳で理解し続ける痛みに絶縁を
furishikiru “kishimu ne” ni furue ga yamanu
nou de rikaishi tsudzukeru itami ni zetsuen wo
“Creaking sounds” rain down all around me, my trembling is unceasing
My brain keeps trying to comprehend the pain of this isolation

Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
産声と悲鳴知る耳に　願いよ届け深き底へ
どうかどうかかその潤む目に　映り込まぬように沈めて
深く・・・　二度とこの身に触れぬよう
そして笑うその歪な思いでも
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
ubugoe to himei shiru mimi ni negai yo todoke fukeki sokoe
douka douka ka sono urumu me ni utsurikomanu youni shizumete
fukaku… nidoto kono mi ni furenu you
soshite warau sono ibitsu na omoi demo
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn’t leave you.
Let my prayers reach the depths of an ear that understands a baby’s cries and screams
Somehow, somehow though nothing is reflected there, you were able to sink into my wet eyes
Deeply… This corpse will never feel anything again
Except the sensation of your perverse ridicule

Forget me [me]…, you can’t save it.
Is it wrong?　答えてみせて
ほらゆらゆらゆらとその目揺らして　流す涙が全て嘘と
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
最後の置き去りは　焼け爛れて腐り果てた記憶と
子も愛せぬ揺篭
Forget me [me]…, you can’t save it.
Is it wrong? kotaete misete
hora yurayura yura to sono me yurashite nagasu namida ga subete uso to
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
saigo no okizari wa yake tadarete kusarihateta kioku to
ko mo aisenu yurikago
Forget me [me]…, you can’t save it.
Is it wrong? Show me the answer
Look at me - slowly swaying from side to side the tears you shed are nothing but lies
My hand…, eyes…, mind…, and breath.
All that’s left behind at the end of it all is a memory of festering despair and corruption
And a cradle with an unloved child

Credits: gazette_lyrics

UBER LATE Tag replies

Melissa: O: LOL don't talk to me about Hana Yori Dango. xD I know NOTHING about it except the storyline. andidon'tfindanyonecute*shot* And yes, Fuzzy was cosplaying someone from AIR, she told me. :x

MJ: Why, thank you. And yes, I think you'd faint in the cinema and I'll have to carry you out of the theatre. *sigh* ( / _ \ ) But then again, if there was a movie featuring Reirei, the same thing would probably happen to me. O:

Manman: O: They are? No wonder I thought they looked similar. x.x;; Fine fine, once-in-an-epic experience. O:

Carissa: Well yah. You can't really find good GazettE cosplayers. D: Even those international one. Though I've seen a few good ones. ...Very few. D:

PF: Yep, the Macbeth syndrome has invaded PF's mind! ZOMG. D:

TakoSENPAI: D: -squishes Tako-senpai- Don't abuse Miyavi. D8

Veron: D: You can go for EOY's cosplay event! 8D It's on the 13th of December, after your 'O's. :3

Kookies-SAMA: LOL yah, the Lavi one was good. :3

Ratias-chan: O: Oh, Vocaloid. Is it nice? O:

Pikkus for Cosplay Matsuri, I will upload them on a later date, although I have them now, heh. *shot*

Labels: cosplay, random, the GazettE